Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 7:39 AM
Today was alryte ! Just a Normal school day . Anw, Day by day , I got a feeling .. That some people hates me .. I dunno why .. Suddenly Negative thinking appeares in my mind .. I just feel like i can read their faces if they are talking behind my back or something .. hmm .. i dunno .. When i become a friendly person .. some people dun appreciate my kindness .. But when i became a normal person .. They misses my kindness & my funny-ness .. hmm .. I dun understand what people want for me .. Anws, This Past few days .. I've been hurting myself & protecting my love ones .. I just dun want hym to know that i'm hurt .. I want hym to be happy .. That why .. giving you a fake smile , so you won't know I'm hurt from the inside Maybe u ask me to move on .. But my heart says I can't .. It's totally hard to me .. But , i think i need time to fade it away .. so, dun worry .. When the times come .. you will be smilling away .. okay then .. till here , Toodles ! :D * I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY GUITAR !* Someone pls help me ! :) pity girl .. haha! Justin bieber 1# fan ! Still crazy for hym ! haha . Random :) |